September 20, 2009

you know what feeling i hate the most?

walking into a group of people, and feeling like they have been talking sbout you behind your back, or that they know nore about you then you want them too.

i hate that people do not give a crap about your feelings

and talk about your personal life to others as if it was their life story.

i do not tell many people things, and i do that for a reason.

maybe i need to reconsider who i tell things to now.

because obviously some can't just keep their mouths shut.

oh and before you judge me on what i do in life,

think twice.

what i do is none of your business unless it actually involves you.

oh and another thing,

those that think they know me.

are highly mistaken.

i'm much more complex to figure out.

[i promise]

August 23, 2009

Tomorrow starts a new school year.

Goodness..

mixed emotions on this but the main one would be happy actually.

(..i don't even know what my schedule is! ha, whatever.)

lately my head has been spinning.

i don't think i know exactly the pin point that caused this cycle but i believe that

it has something to do with the fact that sometimes i feel like i care

about people more than they care about me.

i don't know if i'm just going crazy but you just can't help how you feel sometimes.

ugh.

July 19, 2009

oh man.

long past two days.

shopping both days, what can be better than that.

i figured out my all time favorite store though..

urban outfitters

greatest place everr.

anyways,

i suppose a message i would love to get out to everyone at this moment is that...

if you really want to improve you maturity some, heres a bit of advice.

hows about not hating people that you don't even know? i mean seriously now.

what is the point of being mad at someone by how they appear on the outside when

you haven't even given them a chance to prove themselves?

what if you are missing out on knowing someone really spectacular?

also, another reason why it is stupid is because..

why hate someone for their past actions when YOU aren't even apart of it?!

that bitterness should only be between the people who are involved in the situation.

NOT ANYBODY ELSE.

and ESPECIALLY if the people who are involved in the situation, AND the ones who should be mad

have forgiven them and aren't even mad anymore..

so that would be a hint you know to...

not hold any stupid grudges against them since you weren't even involved.

and not hold back on people with your opinions if they weren't even asked of in the first place.

blah.

i'm out

peace

July 17, 2009

First post...

always the lamest.

Will definately get these more interesting later on.