[i wouldn't be surprised if this was aiding to my mental break from the world.]
i know i should get over it because nothing like this is worth me being this upset over..
i know i should just say screw it and have fun without the thoughts of hurt and neglect entering my mind.
but its just so hard... its so hard when i care so much..
well i don't know if 'care' is the right word.. but its just more of... miss before..
before when i was more important..
i miss before when people got together to hang out rather than just an escape from their households to just ...nevermind.
i miss the center.. well.. maybe not the center.. but more of when there was no center..
i miss when there was not just one person trying to take over everybody..
[..yes...more rambling..]
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